As each day of my life goes by i realize more and more importance’s that i have never thought about before.
I walk everyday staring at the ground afraid of what others will think if i look up. I am told constantly that my everyday facial expressions look like death stares or angry glares to the many people around me. I do not mean it, i do not think angrily of others easily and yet they all believe what their eyes see and can’t look beyond the thoughts that they believe i radiate towards them.
This endless journey to feel accepted for who i am will never go away, thought i hope that one day i find someone that make the journey worth while. So for now i will continue to stare at the ground until someone forces me to look at them. It may take years, i may be on the brink of death before it happens but i believe that everyone has someone that will force them to look up. No matter what shape of size no matter your appearance or personality there will be one.